Urges

Well, today's topic is about urges. You know....those random times when you feel like doing something, like running around in circles or drawing faces on your fingers.
Well...I've had a lot of those urges lately. I'm not normally one to not trust with scissors but this is the second time in the last two weeks that I have taken them and cut my hair. The first time, I was bored and decided that I wanted bangs. I hate bangs, but I cut them anyways. I looked kinda cute actually. My brother said I looked like Velma from Scooby Doo. Not sure if that was a good thing or not, but you know, I looked fine. And then, just moments ago, without even thinking about it, I had those scissors in my hand again and I cut my already short hair away. It's not good. Again, I was bored. And now it looks horrible. My cheeks are too fat for it to be this short. I can only think of one solution to stop this urge; shave my head. But then I'd look really weird. But, you know, in all honesty, I have always wanted to do that. Or maybe a mohawk? Eh. I don't think either would look too good on me. I should probably go lose weight and hopefully it'll make my face thinner. This is definitely worse than my random sharpie urges where I attack my arm with sharpie and draw random things on it. That I'm at least good at doing. Hair cutting is not my thing. I should stay away from that area of study. Oh shoot. My mom is gonna flip when I get up this morning (it's like...2am right now). Hm...Now that I think of it there are two more ways to stop this urge...1) Throw out scissors, and 2) Stop being bored, seeing as that's why I get these urges anyways. But that's so hard to do! And the first one I couldn't do. I need the scissors for my arts and crafts projects that keep me occupied for and hour at least. Hmm...Must find a newer way to stop this, otherwise it's bye bye hair for me. ._.'